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I have lived in the play. Makes noise vividly is also gorgeous. May endure the stubborn tears.when the play develops. Alone no use helpless… I was afraid facing the past. The reality actually tells me. Must face. faces these, can only smile the clothing not to matter.Dr. tells me. This is one kind of psychological sickness. the helpless, I did not know how to treat. can only think that perhaps certain year later I no longer am I. But world that world. I as if small grain of dust. Illusory. Is seeking for my home to return to is similar to: The dust turns over to the dust, the earth to turn over to the earth. returned to my hometown… I not to have the how formidable strength finally, changed this world. I ruthless spiritless. Can only choose the escape to be the coward who links to look down upon. I arrive at this world the misfortune. Does not see… along with spiritual withering away, but, my mission has not completed. Therefore, can only bring my body base and low to live. is presu